Simply Refrain

I must make amends ('cause of porn with my friends), daintily trudging to the ends of earth’s bend. I’ve done things I’m not proud of, but I mustn’t be loud ‘cause my life is a sweet secret covered in shroud dust. I’ll never release it, keep it near and dear like an old unsung song to hear, cliché explained excuses I’ve relayed to such abuses. Please peruse my sad, blue muse to comfort and accuse, for my mind is fine with memories of times so flawed and kind, yet my darker heart rewinds to find the parts I deem unfit, not mine. And now I lay in bed, how many blades in hand, afraid of these black monsters I’ve summoned by command. Their fire-frocked eyes demand my reply, while my conscious mind cries for an easier goodbye.